[Claude whimpered as Dimitri so easily held him still, his cock jerking between their abdomens, slick leaking down onto the blankets underneath them. His body ached, muscles tensing as he was again denied the one thing his body craved.
He squirmed and writhed as much as Dimitri's hold on him would allow, a restless energy growing in him. He was so empty... he wanted to at least touch himself, but Dimitri's threat still loomed in his mind even with the later reassurances that he wouldn't leave. His instincts warred with his natural distrust, the drive to obey his alpha's order warred with his body's demands-- Claude was in turmoil again.]
( More than anything, Dimitri hoped his own words were true. There was no telling how long Claude's heat might last, and a part of him didn't trust himself to be able to restrain himself or Claude if this went on too much longer.
He took in a deep breath, instantly regretting it as he the scent of Claude's arousal and his leaking slick filled his lungs. It made his own cock swell fully again, eager to fill Claude, to do more than touch and soothe him. But he'd promised to take care of him without those things, and Goddess help him, he would do so.
Waiting a moment, he slowly released his grip on Claude's hip to instead reach up to stroke the dark hair slowly, affectionately. )
[He could feel Dimitri's cock stirring against him, could smell his interest and arousal, but still the alpha made no move to claim him. It was utterly confusing to his heat-fogged mind.
He croaked out a moan, leaning into the hand stroking his hair.] Awful. Why won't you claim me? [He whined, sweat making dark curls stick to his forehead, eyes unfocused.]
( This was certainly punishment from the goddess for the many lives he had taken, he decided as he registered the sound of Claude's moan and those words. Of course he wanted to claim Claude, had been desperate to do so when they were at the academy. But he couldn't do it, not like this. Trying to explain that to Claude would get him nowhere. )
Now isn't the time.
( There likely never would be one, he mused darkly to himself as he moved his hand to gently push some of the damp curls from Claude's forehead. Claude wanted him now out of desperation. Those feelings likely didn't exist outside of these moments, and he reminded himself of that fact over and over to try and stay focused. )
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He squirmed and writhed as much as Dimitri's hold on him would allow, a restless energy growing in him. He was so empty... he wanted to at least touch himself, but Dimitri's threat still loomed in his mind even with the later reassurances that he wouldn't leave. His instincts warred with his natural distrust, the drive to obey his alpha's order warred with his body's demands-- Claude was in turmoil again.]
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He took in a deep breath, instantly regretting it as he the scent of Claude's arousal and his leaking slick filled his lungs. It made his own cock swell fully again, eager to fill Claude, to do more than touch and soothe him. But he'd promised to take care of him without those things, and Goddess help him, he would do so.
Waiting a moment, he slowly released his grip on Claude's hip to instead reach up to stroke the dark hair slowly, affectionately. )
How do you feel?
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He croaked out a moan, leaning into the hand stroking his hair.] Awful. Why won't you claim me? [He whined, sweat making dark curls stick to his forehead, eyes unfocused.]
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Now isn't the time.
( There likely never would be one, he mused darkly to himself as he moved his hand to gently push some of the damp curls from Claude's forehead. Claude wanted him now out of desperation. Those feelings likely didn't exist outside of these moments, and he reminded himself of that fact over and over to try and stay focused. )